Sun Hands

today: did not do the project… did not have breakfast… walked to class. and then came back to my bliss. it has been rainy all day and night. Seems appropriate. Not that it is sad, but it is renewing.

A major difference between here and back there, and it may be because of the people i hangout with, but the people here are much more glamourous. and im not. 

18 days until i get to go back! And for the first time, im looking forward to coming back to what I left behind, even though I’ve always missed the countryside, seeing my family, nick, dog, his dog, his car, my motorcycle, the air, the space, the horizon, the stars…

Yeahhhh. Tonight was a lovely evening. The rush to catch the bus. Then rushed to catch the shuttle. Then walked plenty. Sushi (it was goooooood). Chit chatted for the perfect length. More walk. Got steaming hot drink and frozen drinks. Listened to dubstep loudly at bus stop. And had a wonderful,clean,hot bath with dim lights listening to Mae and Laura Marling.

 And then I cleaned the rom and unpacked.

and,
I feel boring… So I try to change it up. Then, soon I  fell like a bit riduculus or abnoxious. I’m trying to find a balance, but it’s not working out to well. (T__T)”

and he’s going to leave and I won’t see him until winter break…

Yeyyy thanksgiving with Nick and Deanna =D

today: nothing really matters because

i cant believe it’s tomorrow. i have been looking forward for tomorrow for too long

although, technically, it is today! i already know how it’s going down: there’s anderson. walk. class. walk. lunch. walk. sit sit sit. walk. class. walk. sit sit sit sit. walk. anderson. walk. sit moreeeeee. walk to bus stop and onto bus 28X to the airport. Oh my goodness.